On Viewing a Portrait by Otto Dix ================================= * Richard Bronson > > A broad schmiss across his cheek, > > > > full lips, pursed > > > > as if to suppress a smile, > > > > Dr. Hans Koch wears pince nez, > > > > a white coat, collar up, > > > > sleeves rolled to the elbows. > > > Standing by a chair with metal stirrups, > > > > a white tiled room, instruments > > > > scattered on a nearby table, he waits – > > > > a tourniquet in one hand, glass syringe in the other, > > > > its long needle facing me. > > > And I am twelve once again, > > > > as my father looks up, > > > > a syringe in his hand when I come in, > > > > back from a ball game, his black bag > > > > open on the kitchen table. > > > “This is for you! There's a polio epidemic. > > > > You need gamma globulin, 5 cc in each butt.” > > > He took care of us all. I hated his office, > > > > the pungent smells, bright examination light, > > > > the stranger he became > > > > with his white coat, his mirrored monocle > > > > through which he gazed at me. > > > “Stop whining,” as he filled the syringe. > > > > “You need this. Let's get on with it!” ## Footnotes * Competing interests None. * Provenance and peer review Not commissioned; internally peer reviewed.