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Reliving the day
  1. Jacqueline Darcey
  1. Correspondence to Jacqueline Darcey, Morristown Medical Center, Department of Medicine, 100 Madison Avenue, Interoffice Mail #96, Morristown, New Jersey, USA; jacqueline.darcey{at}

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There's a general hum on the wards:

Beeps, bells and buzzers

Mixed with carts rolling, drawers opening and

Voices helping.

An occasional delirious, “Nurse!”

Rings out, followed by

A soothing reassurance.

It's a measured calm, a sensation of


Without warning a chasm opens wide around us,

The air from our lungs sucked into its depths.

Panicked shouts are followed by

Overhead pleas;

The mood turns tense with the electricity of


Runners pass by, ruffling onlookers' hair

With their breeze, like the

Breath that is missing.

A frenzied pace settles in

Along with a desperate hush.

The chaos turns into a

Resolute cycle of, “1, 2, 3, 4…”

As breaths are squeezed and elixirs infused.

10, 20, 30, 40 minutes tick by and

The silence is peppered only with orders.

The silence is deafening;

The anticipation, immense.

At once the quiet is shattered;

Not by noise, but by movement.

People walk slowly away,

Shoulders slumped and hopes dashed.

Beeps, buzzers and bells begin again,

No longer muted from the urgency.

Carts start to roll, and

As the chasm slams shut,

The sobbing begins.

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